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03. Wavering Friendship 
translation by: Jungie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

No, this shouldn't be. Why do I keep 
liking my friend's girl? 
Why as I tell myself I can't do this 
inside my heart, this girl is the only thing I can think of. 

Why am I so anxious about this call 
that I made without my friend knowing to that girl? 
I could just cooly refuse but wy 
can't I refuse this girl? 

I'm really going crazy. 
I don't even know myself anymore. 
To question a friendship of a long time friend 
because of a girl.. I'm so distressed. 
I could just give up. 

Why am I thinking about something like 
this that shouldn't even have to be thought about? 

I'm sorry my friend, 
for a moment I decieved you. 
Until now my friendship to you 
must still be lacking. 
Understand my friend, our friendship that wavered for a moment 
was just a test of someone who was jealous of our frienship. 
Please think of it like that. 

What is this Really what is this 
Why of all girls do Iike my friend's girl? 
Why even though I know that I shouldn't do this 
do I keep getting pulled in by her? 
When I hear that my friend and that girl have fought 
why do I smile? 
Why do I keep imagining the impossible and expect the vain? 

I really don't know. I've become to dislike myself. 
This friendship that I used to care for my own greed, 
I've come to dislike myself that for a moment forgot. 
I'm so distressed, it feels like I've commmited a sin. 
Now I gotta forget everything 
and go back to my friend's side.