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01. Outside Castle
BY: ?

Hee Jun)
Oh! I wanted to resemble everything of yours.
I prayed endlessly (don't go away)
But to me, it was just a wish
And everyone left me.

Rap)
This world is so hard to live
Is everyone trying to close their eyes?
I am looking at everything in this world with darkness
For everything,
Just to remain surviving,
I, different from everything of yours
Exhausted from the writhing in my heart Everyday (always)
Different gaze from you guys
Look at me with prejudice
Solitarily among people that do not even care
I am living a lonely life
But still the reason I live,
What makes me live,
Is because there is love, hope and love alive in my heart.

Chorus)
We must show in our hearts (we must show)
That there was forgotten love (that there was love)
So we won't exhaust or fall down (you~)
We will live as one.

Hee Jun)
na na in this world
I've lost myself without love.
na na was I struggling that much?

Rap)
For you
Everything from me
Heart that's put out
Torn heart
I'll believe that everything happened because of me.
For you
Everything from me
Keep your game tight, for your right
nigga don't you wanna fight back!

Kang Ta)
I desire that the day I could actually live comes
So I won't be all lonely
With your love and your faith
So we could live

Chorus)
We must show in our hearts (we must show)
That there was forgotten love (that there was love)
So we won't exhaust or fall down (you~)
We will live as one.

So we won't exhaust or fall down
We will live as one.

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Written, Composed, Arranged by: Moon Hee Jun
English Rap: Tony

02. Shinbi (DELIGHT)
translation by Taya's lady

You were always there, breathing by my side
Now I can’t see you anymore
It was the day you left me
The day you had no tears
I knew there was no return
You left me coldly and heartlessly
The image of your back is a vision I don’t want to remember

The unspoken words I wanted to say to you
Are left merely as scars
Although it is nothing to you, it cannot be altered with anything in this world
But now, I will try to forget everything and turn around
Like that

Oh! Your face was always dark when you were around me
You never gave me any smiles
I spent nights writing my heart out to you
You never accepted what my heart felt for you

My oath to protect you has broken
I am weary in the times that I cannot go back
I will not show how I have become so defeated and useless to you
I will not let you see me this way, for you
I must erase and forget the memories I had of being next to you

Even the very last of my memories, please erase it
It will be hard to live without you
But don’t leave anything behind, take it all away
I can overcome, even if I am left all alone in this world

I…I…I…
In my quavering memory
You…You…You…
In all the things I have not said
You… Have left me
And I know that you will not be returning to me
In my wanderings, you will never be, as much as I may will for it
You are no more
I am trying to forget you and turn around, like that

Only if you knew what I was going through,
I suffered, I cried, praying every night, hoping that you’ll be back
But I realized that it’ll never be the same

My oath to protect you has broken
I am weary in the times that I cannot go back
I will not show how I have become so defeated and useless to you
I will not let you see me this way, for you

In this world, it will be hard to erase all the memories I had with you
But I will have faith in myself, standing alone in this world
I can endure, without you
I must erase you, I must forget you
It will be hard to live without you
But I will, from the end of my memories, in my will
In this world
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Written, Composed, Arranged by: KangTa

03.Gure! gurohge! (WE CAN DO IT)*
translation by hyuniegguh

Yo, It's about time to put your tears away don't dispair cause
there always will be someone there don't lose faith trust yourself

I saw your steps without strengths which stopped there like that
It's so hard to stand in the world all alone
Difficult times You won numerous trials
Now, get up with a spirit of the start
With low voice, you can't do anything
Cry towards the days spread in front of you Now
Yes, like that Try smiling once
Look at the days spread in front of you
Open everything inside you Now
Wake up again Fresh start
Store everything inside you
Remember today
In front of the new open world
Now, start all over
You, who tought me how to live
For us to think who we are to you
Like that
So we could only show you our poor-looking sides
To do Like that
So I won't just stand like this
Many people who held me, maintained, and protected me
After all, I won because something nameless inside myself protected me since one day
Like that
You should get up, again
You can't just fall like this
Open your arms and smile wide towards the sky
After many frustrations, you might fall again
Yes Trust yourself hidden inside and stand up Now
Yes, like that Try smiling once
Look at the days spread in front of you
Open everything inside you Now
Wake up again Frest start
Store everything inside you
Remember today
In front of the new open world
So the world in front of you can help make your dreams come true
To do Like that
Same with me
I won't fall down here Not like that
For the people who worried for me
The trust that I could overcome anything at anywhere and the courage
I don't know are breathing next to my side
We'll work together Yes Yes, like that
Yes, like that Get up, again
You are here in this beautiful world
Now, smile like that
You trust yourself
Now, nothing scares me
I love the trust inside you
Remember today
In front of the new open world
Now, start all over

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Written, Composed, Arranged by KangTa

04. My mother
translation by Kelli

(*)Because I could not express to you my heart for you,
My heart always stayed only inside of me.
I won't make you sad any more now.
I love you. Till the end of the world.

A while back I visited somewhere - my mother.
I was utterly worned out by my tears, sorrow filled up to my head.
[Her] Laughter emitted always unchangeably still.

But before I can even see her, I was unwelcomed from the door.
Too sad, want to cry, want to die.
I can't stand it like this any more, can't overcome it.
You who have gone far from me.

I made too much trouble. I only thought of myself.
This is not it, I felt and realized now only after you were gone,
Too foolish I am.

repeat (*)

You had nights when you cried endlessly, didn't you.
And in the dark, a very dark corner of a room, you stroked my head
And told me you loved me, you were sorry.

After that after that night, that dark night, you aparted far from me.
I was too lonely and forlorn. I missed you too much.

Love you sitting by the window all day
thinking of you watching the days go by, I started to cry
so I tried to stop my tears for years but it never goes away
I miss you mother

repeat (*)

At first, I didn't know where you've gone.
By father's oversight, left all alone in the dark night.
Just thinking about that pain, my heart bleeds in me.
Your pain, I will now soothe all.

Now I know a little, your love for me. (Your love)
I probably look young still,
But now I will abide by you.

repeat (*)

(No way No way) Within your love
(No way No way) I'll abide by you always
(No way No way) Your love
(No way No way) I'll abide by you always

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Written, Composed, Arranged by Jang WooHyuk

05. Kumui gido (PRAY FOR YOU)
translation by sue

When I was collapsing alone at the end of the world your warm breath held my hand
The reason I could defeat this rough world was because of you who protected me

For you who melted my cold hands saying you would never leave me I pray
that even if I'm born again I'll be with you

I'll always be grateful
For the many days that are left to unfold in this world where I met you
I'll gather my hands and promise I love you
Now always and forever by your side

Never gonna say good-bye
Never gonna say good-bye

Your tears were what comforted me who was always alone

Sometimes I hated myself for not being able to do anything for you, but
I pray that no matter where you are, you'll be happy

I'll always be grateful
For the many days that are left to unfold in this world where I met you
I'll gather my hands and promise I love you
Now always and forever by your side

Now I won't cry alone at the end of the world
As I always look at your beautiful eyes I'll protect you now

I'll always be grateful
For the many days that are left to unfold in this world where I met you
I'll gather my hands and promise I love you
Now always and forever by your side

Now always and forever by your side.....
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Written, Composed, Arranged by: KangTa

06. Pharang seui sowon (WISH OF A BLUE BIRD)
translation by Sue

(*)We waited for today How hard was it I love you We'll always be together

We're very far away but I'm happy as I think of you
Our ways of speaking is different but I love you~ Baby
Then on a Winter's day we were not able to see each other again
not because of our mistake but because of another reason~ Baby
What you're doing right now How much I miss you
We both will not know It is only my wish Like this

repeat (*)

rap))I love you I love you Say I love you to the person next to you right now
When we had to part not because of our mistake but because of another reason
Even if we can not see each other again I think about your happy face when you heard the words I love you
You who were happy Let's love each other freely I love you

You're close by, but I can not see you who I miss I probably can not hold you No~ Baby
Someday there will be a day when we'll be together
When everything can be together We both want it I believe in becoming one
We always waited as much as the hard times I don't want to lose anymore

rap))I'm happy really I'm so happy Just a moment ago I told my mother, father and the one
I love that I loved them Among them I said I love you to my father as I closed my eyes and thought about him
As I did that I had become a blue bird and was flying towards the North where my father was at

children's chorus))Filling my heart with love I will become a blue bird and fly to you~

We always waited as much as the hard times I don't want to lose anymore
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Written, Composed, Arranged by: Moon HeeJun

07. Time will tell
translation by Sue

tony))Yeah it's all right girl You know what's up uh! I can't end it so easily like this I'm watching her who is growing distant from me Left alone with nobody, everyone left me It can not be turned back

jaewon))I can't end it so easily like this I'm watching her who is growing distant from me Left alone with nobody, everyone left me It can not be turned back

kangta))You can leave like that I couldn't forbode that I wouldn't be able to see you again It's gonna be time will tell It's to late to even regret it Goodbye oh baby baby

woohyuk))To you who I gave everything to how could it end so easily like this The times we spent together can not be fulfilled now Only my wish

jaewon))Think about it again again on a lonesome night when you are alone I can't believe I don't want to believe your words that said you couldn't come back to me Tell me anything Why you had to change I want to go back to you

heejun))My love that had become one moment, even your eyes, now everything cooled off and now you left

(*)It's gonna be time will tell Exhausted you left me, but now worried I have to break away from you again but I can't

jaewon))You, who left like that like that without even turning back, appear and try to persuade me, but it's too late Those words are meaningless now Coming back to me after everything passed by Words saying that you need me Uh!

tony)) I can't understand it anymore Now I'm tired inside your repeated lies and actions

woohyuk)) I'll forget you now I wanted you to at least understand a little about my scar and past I'll have to send you who left leaving a deep scar inside my heart I'll send you You, who can not have regrets who can not regain are too late After everything passes you won't be able to come back Now I'll forget you

kangta))Time flowed like that As if nothing happened(but you continued to approach me)

tony))After turning around it's too late to regret it No matter what kind of excuse you make, it can not be turned back

heejun))My love that had become one moment, even your eyes, now everything cooled off and now you left

kangta))You left, but after time passes you will know Truly just for you~

repeat (*)
repeat (*)
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Written, Composed, Arranged by Lee JaeWon

08. One last love
translation by kelli

Exhausted in wait for you, myself.
Has gotten too small now, myself.
All the pain of passed days, want to forget.
Come to me. /KT

I've waited only for you all that long time.
Just smiling a bitter smile, In the uncertain wait. Wuh~ /HJ

Yo! Come to me. Please. Look at me exhausted in wait and step closer. /JW
Come closer.(Come) It's me who can embrace all your deep wounds. /WH
Ya! Feel it. For you, can bring/give everything of this world, /JW
The love in readiness only for you. /WH

Dreamed only of you. Wanted you and only you in my heart always.
Can't you fill this deficient heart of mine? /Tn

Please leave me now, Complete loneliness.
Because wanting you made me impossible to be alone. /HJ
Please hold me, So tears will stop.
Please accept my heart, Let me feel you. /Tn
Please trust in me. I can't bear at all if you leave me.
This world. /KT

I've waited only for you all that long time.
I'm ready now. I wanted you, In my heart. Wuh~ /HJ

Longing for you that much, Shedding tears of pain,
I plead to you like this, Please accept me now. /Tn

Please leave me now, Complete loneliness.
Because wanting you made me impossible to be alone. /HJ
Please hold me, So tears will stop.
Please accept my heart, Let me feel you. /Tn
Because I truly loved you, I'll give you all of me,
So please trust in me now. I can't bear at all if you leave me.
I, in this world. /KT

Exhausted in wait for you, myself.
Has gotten too small now, myself.
All the pain of passed days, want to forget.
Want to go back. Uh!
Exhausted in wait for you, myself.
Has gotten too small now, myself.
All the pain of passed days, want to forget. /Tn
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Written, Composed, Arranged by: An Tony

09.GOOD BYE ijen (GOOD BYE FOR THE LAST)*
translation by kelli

No... now my love

(*)To ask you to wait for me who can not live in this world now, I can not~
I'll wait for you in the next world. Till then I'll entrust you to the world.
You who have become colder than I facing me now, stay by your side, I can not~
I will be sad no more even when you can not see me in this world.

I'm sorry. My appointed time has come.
Don't show such sad tears like that. Don't turn away either.
I thought of you as my everything. Now I'll always look after you in eternity.

(**)Will you promise not to grieve for me any more? Please, so I can go at ease.
Just that way like that, please live with the memory of when you loved me. I'll wait for you in the next world.

Please forgive me for I can not even say sorry as I leave for the last.

You who have loved only me, care for you eternally. At the thought of loosing you even without seeing that light
It's too unfair to become a handful of dirt now. No where to go, I'll wait for you in that heaven

I walk closer to you and wisper 'I want to hold you' but you can not hear me.
Me who is by your side like this, wuh~

repeat (**)

Sorry baby maybe I leave you now but I'd never forget it's your scent
And I ascend to the place where you could never reach, that's right
the place where I rest my soul in the mold
I think of you, think of you a million times a day
The passion is deep and fill with heat,
living this life on the hustle,
I barely get enough to just say good-bye to you and my life
Just to say good-bye to you and my life
Just to say good-bye to you and my life
Good-bye, good-bye...

repeat (*)

repeat (**)
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Written, Composed, Arranged by: Jang WooHyuk

10. A song for lady
translation by Dannie

I'm sorry
for the scar I have given you,
For the tears that have rolled down
your white cheeks
Forgive me.
You must forgive me.
I'm so afraid that you will leave me,
Cause I love you so much.
When you weren't by my side,
I was lonely and enervating.
As I was standing under a storm and being hit by the rain,
I cried endlessly.

*Chorus*
I love you.
I miss you.
I promise that I will make you happy as much as you did for me.
You will no longer be tired or sad.

I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry. and I love.
I don't know how many times I have sang this song,
since the tears never stopped flowing.
I missed you so much today
I held your picture tightly in my two hands.
The tears are rolling down your face.
Now you are crying too.

*Chorus*

I believe that you will come back to me.
I love you~

*Chorus*

Once, Just once, embrace me.
For that reason, I wont cry anymore.
You are my final love.
I'm praying that you will never forget me.

11. Illusion
translation by hyunnieguh

Dopeman, Dopeman, smoke till you try will let you so high
Dopeman, Dopeman, what you want is you what you never gonna get
In my time which can't go back
You in my consciousness which stopped
In front of my obscure thoughts
Memories in my illusion which got locked up again
In front of you breathing was useless
Memories of my soul were ruined
I can't protect myself anymore
Obscure illusion in dark approach in a short time
I can't stand it anymore
In forgotten times
In painful consciousness rationality never exists
I'm falling down
Please hold me
To throw me away now To punish me
The time I waited is so long
Remember people with hopes on me watching me
Uh! From where did the things go wrong
Where is the way for me to go
Living as child of darkness Smell of blood
Kill myself who lives in me
I don't know what to do anymore now
The feeling tightens more and more Very deep
Take me to a far away place
I wanna get high So, high Sup dog what you need you oh shit onetime
If you wanna smoke cane you must be insane never gonna get away with the pain
In front of you breathing was useless
Memories of my soul was ruined
I can't protect myself anymore
Obscure illusion in dark approach in a short time
I can't stand it anymore
In forgotten times
In painful consciousness rationality never exists
I'm falling down
Please hold me
My happy days
If I can only turn back
I want to born again in this world
For all the people who protected me
I want to get myself back
Always look at them Look at the lights going off
Throw you away and will they and you be one
You got dirty Who are you trying to lean against
I had to throw away everything I had like that
World which I will make now into the dark future
Doing that shit with money you got searching for the piece of rock Yo dock
Obscure illusion in dark approach in a short time
I can't stand it anymore
In forgotten times
In painful consciousness rationality never exists
I'm falling down
Please hold me
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Written, Composed, Arranged by KangTa

12. NBK (Natural Born Killer)
translation by Sue

abhorrence, anger, pain, grief, regret, and betrayal all these words describe my feelings
for you and you know one day you'll pay your price too!
Right now I who can not do anything I can not see because tears block my view but can you
not understand my heart that wants to see you just once Even though I comforted myself like
crazy saying that I wouldn't look for you again The days that are aleady hard to erase conquered
inside time Nightmare like days It was my illusion thinking that the word love was
something that filled each others empty space defeating, colliding and holding each other so
we wouldn't get hurt in this difficult world but I realized it was something that filled each
others money, satisfied the desires everyday and if it got boring, we'd become the characters of
a sad movie and split, crying like that NBK You're a natural born killer Stab me Then you'll
be caught in the obvious trap The strings can't be seen, but you're already his puppet You'll
probably go around here and there on the stage Of course the main character is you It's so damn
freaking easy, you make my head f---ing easy, busy, I'm entangled in your play that can not be
understood Turn everything back!

I sacrifed my everything for you but ignoring me are you making me miserable Only late regret is
left in my collapsing heart Without a trace everything is disappearing

Now I won't stand behind you again I who was ripped apart from your trap At the end of this
world without you How can you do this to me What went wrong that you're making me experience
this unbearable pain Why me Why! What sin did I commit against you that you are making me break
weakly (Now) Making me bowdown on my knees Go so I can miserably sit down by myself Memories
recollections of when we laughed (hugged) and cried that were times merely meaningless to
you were times that were special to me while I loved you I am trying to go back to dirt now
Being poor the only thing I had was you Since my dream is spread under your feet easily step
upon it You who steps on my dream I pray for your misery If you are happy that will be unfair
As much as the abhorrence I feel right now as much as my pain,your life will also not be
beautiful

I sacrifed my everything for you but ignoring me are you making me miserable Only late regret is
left in my collapsing heart Without a trace everything is disappearing

Even the word good-bye will probably be useless to you but I don't think I can handle this kind
of pain I have to leave you How~

I sacrifed my everything for you but ignoring me are you making me miserable The only thing left
is my miserable image inside fear, regert, I was your slave which I didn't know of Inside the
unwise painful sorrow sweeping everything away like a hanful of dust I will erase you now

HOT *Boryojin aidur (ABANDONED CHILDREN)*
translation by whiteonriceboi

For the happy people all the happy people
For all the happy people in this world
I thought I was happy
Because I thought the money wasn't everything
I had nothing but my heart was always peaceful and happy
Two old aged people, parents, and younger sisters and brothers understood and cared each other
I lived like that day by day
One day, because of the money or because she hated us, mother took all our fortune, left us,
and disappeared I couldn't understand at all
Father couldn't take it so he drank everyday and finally surrendered
He left to a far place where we can't never see him again
Why did you abandoned us
I can't forget I can't forget
I don't know the fact that I can't see you anymore
I thought all of this was just a joke
But everything was the reality and the situations coming towards us made me face up to the reality
Grandmother was sick and laid down
Grandfather did the housework
I worked to earn money and kept up the living
I was now getting used to it but we were still poor and tomorrow wasn't there for us
Day by day, living was harder than dying
I want to believe that father is praying for us from the sky
Help me to get away from this nightmare which I can't wake up
Why did you abandoned us
I can't forget I can't forget
I don't know the fact that I can't see you anymore
Rest of the time is laid out infront of us
Even though everyone look away, for the day with bright morning, I don't give up
We have to stand up again
And cannot forgive
Look I'll live a good life for you to see
With the past, I sank
Can I go back
I remember the past
Now, it's like this
My life was continuous of difficult pains as you could see
I have no regret
Only hurting trials exist in my heart
When I look at myself, I'm sad
My heart hurts
I feel a lot of doubts
Days I promised to myself inside to live by force
Why did you abandoned us
I can't forget I can't forget
I don't know the fact that I can't see you anymore
Why did you abandoned us
I can't forget I can't forget
I don't know the fact that I can't see you anymore
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Written, Composed, Arranged by Lee JaeWon

14. Nur jigum chorom (ALWAYS MY LOVE)
translation by hyuniegguh

The moment your small and pretty eyes came to me, everything in the world stopped
Carefully, I'm going towards you
I worry because you are still young
Sometimes, I draw beautiful world in your eyes and I'm happy
You don't have to say I already know
At the end of the time where everything stopped, when only our world exists
One sentence I hid from you until now
I love you
Stay by my side like this
Now, I'll tell you the truth
My heart waited so long
I know your lightly shaken heart
Infront of you, I'm lack of everything
But just stay by me For ever
You don't have to say I already know
At the end of the time where everything stopped, when only our world exists
One sentence I hid from you until now
I love you
Stay by my side like this
Even if the my life time ends, my everything is by your side
Now, it looks comfortable like everything in the world is mine
With you, in this world which stopped, none of the words cannot substitute my heart
I love you
Stay by my side like this
I found the love I found the love in you girl I wanna say that my heart will always be for you
I'll be always there for you always always my love
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Written, Composed, Arranged by KangTa

plz do not use these lyrics other than for your own personal reading as full permission was not recieved from translators